The House that love builds...

So many changes........

2011-06-21T11:13:00.002-04:00

I had debated about talking about the recent happenings in my family but I feel like can share some things In hopes to heal and maybe help someone else. Our lives have become ever so complicated to the point that Terry and I have gone our separate ways and even though I did not make the choice it does hurt and the kids hurt even more. I don't understand but even more I feel like God must have something in the works, new lessons, adventures, a new refined heart. I am being ever so careful not to give personal details in the reasons why and i don't ever want to further scars or cause hurt or make accusations in this format because it would dishonoring to God and everyone involved and completely inappropriate. I do however want to be an encouragement to others and share the lessons and hopes that are found as I go through this new chapter in life with my beautiful family.

I heard this on the radio the other day and found it to be quite encouraging especially in late of my life as it now and will be in the future..........

The pencil Maker taught the pencil 5 important lessons:

1. Everything you do will always leave a mark

2. But you can always correct the mistakes you make

3. What is important is what is inside you

4. In life you will undergo painful sharpening which will make you a better pencil

5. To be the best pencil, you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the Hand that holds you.

powerful prayer

2011-05-25T10:16:00.002-04:00

Children

Lord, You have said in Your Word that whatever we ask in Your name, You will do it. I pray that You will break the barrier in between me and my children. Grant me the skills and ability to communicate, to teach, and to nurture children. I pray that they will love to listen to Your Word and believes in Your truth and Your purpose in their life. Increase my faith to believe that You will establish all my prayers concerning my children.

God's Promise

And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

John 14:13-14

was taken from my pocket prayer app on my ipod..

wow its beeen awhile.

2011-05-24T18:49:00.002-04:00

Wow I cant believe I have been so neglectful on here again. Lots has happened in the last few months, not all has been good but I feel like God must have something big for me because I have a whole lot of learning and of heart refining going on at the moment. I am doing a lot of reexamining of my life and I am making them both forcibly and out of necessity.

I'm still going to school and i am taking a philosophy class, and with that i am actually enjoying it.
One thing that has resignated with me and it kind of goes with how i have bee feeling.

"The unexamined life is not worth living" Socrates

I have had a lot of questions lately this class is actually helping......Yea God!!

Praise....

2011-01-14T11:21:00.003-05:00

If you have noticed the Believing God for section on my blog then you have seen that have been for a new job for Terry. I am happy to say that we can remove that because he has a new job. Thank You Jesus!!!!!!!

plain and simple

2011-01-14T11:21:00.000-05:00

Scripture Tuesday

2011-01-04T11:12:00.002-05:00

I my devotion today I was challenged to say I trust you Jesus before every situation. wow that is a challenge but what a an awesome faith builder....

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight

Deuteronomy 6:5 You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength.

1 john 2:6

2011-01-04T10:23:00.000-05:00

new outlook....

2011-01-03T21:36:00.002-05:00

God has been dealing with me about several things and Sunday p. Jim and every preacher I turned to on tv said pretty much the same things. One of the biggest areas that are screaming at me right now is the phrase out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks....... I have been very emotional and angry ask me why I don't know why and seems to come in like a flood and overtake me to the point i have to go by myself and cool off. I have been taken inventory of my day to day activities, what i listen to what i watch who i talk to even. I find myself feeling weak in my walk and then condemnation sets in. I have even been having my only personal pity party. Here are the ridiculous thoughts that have come over me, i am too fat to do anything, I should find another church cuz no one really wants me there and i am one those that everyone just tolerates anyway, I am not wanted or needed, I have failed as a mom because of somes behavior issues, my marriage will never be like those of my church members, crazy right............ after week or so of all that i was reminded that if i do not take my thoughts captive this is the result. If we live in negativity then guess we will be negative speak negative and every situation will be negative and hopeless. We need to live in an intentional positive and hopeful way then everything we endeavor will be happy positive and hopeful. This is why it is important to put God in every aspect of your life....
I posted my new years resolution earlier but it was the result in the above.

James 1:19 ¹⁹ My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry,

Psalm 139:23 ²³ Search me, God, and know my heart;

test me and know my anxious thoughts.

Proverbs 3:3 Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart.

Proverbs 3:5
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

Proverbs 4:4
Then he taught me, and he said to me, “Take hold of my words with all your heart; keep my commands, and you will live.

beautiful.....

2011-01-03T19:51:00.004-05:00

I just saw this posted facebook and it touched my heart. I have several loved ones who are expecting and i think of those out there that are faced with a decision. If you read this or see this elsewhere please know that God loves you and life is so precious.

Here is they caption that was posted by the picture:

A picture began circulating in November. It should be "The Picture of
the Year,"...... or perhaps, "Picture of the Decade." It won't be. In fact,
unless you obtained a copy of the U.S. paper which published it, you
probably would never have seen it.

The picture is that of a
21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being
operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with
spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother's womb.
Little Samuel's mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta.
She knew of Dr. Bruner's remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at
Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, he performs these
special operations while the baby is still in the womb.

During
the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a
small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr. Bruner completed the
surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed
hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon's finger. Dr.
Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was
the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during
the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.

The
photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors
titled the picture, "Hand of Hope." The text explaining the picture
begins, "The tiny hand of 21-week-old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas
emerges from the mother's uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph
Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life."

Little
Samuel's mother said they "wept for days" when they saw the picture. She
said, "The photo reminds us pregnancy isn't about disability or an
illness, it's about a little person" Samuel was born in perfect health,
the operation 100 percent successful. Now see the actual picture, and it
is awesome...incredible....and hey, pass it on! The world needs to see
this one See More time.......

resolution 2011

2011-01-02T13:30:00.000-05:00

Resolution 2011: Take the Love God. Love His People and the love to serve him beyond anything we could dream think or imagine. Live purposely and intentionally in every action deed and word spoken. Lift up and speak life into every situation. Be grateful in every endeavor whether cleaning toilets or doing the dishes.
53 minutes ago ·

spoken right to me....

2010-11-28T20:51:00.002-05:00

I got this Daily Devotional called Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. Oh my everyday i read it I just melt because it ministers so much to me.
Here is today's:Rest in the deep assurance of My unfailing love. Let your body,mind, and spirit relax in My Presence. Release in My care anything that is troubling you, so that you can focus your full attention on Me.Be awed by the vast dimensions of My Love for you; wider,longer,higher and deeperthan anything that you know. Rejoice that this marvelous Love is yours forever!
The best response to this glorious gift is a life steeped in thankfulness. Every time you thank Me, you acknowledge that I am your Lord and Provider. This is the proper stance for a child of God: receiving with thanksgiving. Bring Me the sacrifice of gratitude, and watch to see how much I bless you.
-------Sarah Young

2010-11-22T09:52:00.001-05:00

I thought this was funny...... what a great illustration even though He wasnt going to illustrate his point in this matter.......

Good to Remember...

2010-11-21T17:28:00.002-05:00

Love Never Fails....
Joy Cometh...
Peace Rules....
Patience Waits....
Kindness Tenders...
Goodness Does...
Faith Fights......
Gentleness Bows...
Self Control Stops.......
.......adapted From Beth Moore

updates....

2010-11-21T17:05:00.002-05:00

Ok here i go again neglecting the blog i keep saying i am going to keep up.....well i guess i will just blame it on priorities. There are a lot of things going on but not all i can say on this blog because of the nature of the issues. What I can tell you is that The McDonnell Family is going through a season of financial hardship and God is teaching and refining our hearts. This is difficult but so exciting to see how He is teaching us and the blessing that will be on the other side will be amazing. I personally am learning how to balance and say no even though my heart breaks sometimes to do it. I also have had the opportunity to volunteer at a agency in downtown Flint that serves the homeless and close to homeless. Wow what a blessing it is to serve and to have my eyes opened to a ministry i never really thought about. I have taken so much for granted and even in hard times i am so blessed!!!! I am also going to school still and loving well except for the writing papers part lol

Can't Smile Without You- this just makes me laugh....

2010-11-15T11:23:00.000-05:00

family fun idea

2010-10-15T17:17:00.000-04:00

This is a special savings for the Veggie Tales Live show coming to Detroit on 11/9 from 4 the 1 Ministries & Michigan Christian Events. In addition I encourage people to also "friend" these two on facebook because we will be having ticket giveaways to these shows soon.
Here's the show info:
Veggie Tales Live "Sing Yourself Silly"
The event will entertain with larger than life characters and WOW moments that guarantee fun for the whole family!
Grace Community Church - Detroit
21001 Moross Rd
November 9th, Shows at 11 AM, 2 PM & 6 PM
SAVE $3 PER TICKETS BY USING CODE: veggies4the1 when you checkout at www.itickets.com.
More info at: www.bigidea.com/live OR on Facebook- VeggieTales LIVE

Please feel free to repost

quote for the day.................

2010-09-22T19:16:00.001-04:00

“Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.”
~george iles

just what i needed.................

2010-09-22T13:31:00.002-04:00

I have this book called Grace for the Moment by Max Lucado.
today's devotion was this............

Looking Up
Lord, show us the Father. That is all we need. John 14:8

Biographies of bold disciples begin with chapters of honest terrors. Fear of death. fear of failure. fear of loneliness. Fear of a wasted life. Fear of failing to know God.

Fear begins when you see God on the mountain and you are in the valley and you know that you're too weak to make the climb. You see what you need...you see what you have....and what you isn't enough to accomplish anything....

Moses had a sea in front and an enemy behind. The Israelites could swim or they could fight. But neither was enough....

Paul had mastered the Law. He had mastered the system. But one glimpse of God convinced him that sacrifice and symbols were not enough.

Faith that begins in fear will end up nearer the Father.

In the eye of the storm

Hillsong United Forever Reign with lyrics

2010-09-13T21:04:00.001-04:00

think about it...

2010-08-17T21:01:00.000-04:00

sometimes the best sermons we preach are the ones that don't use words...............

God's EXTRAVAGANT, Outrageous Love for YOU

2010-08-03T13:10:00.000-04:00

just some pics....

2010-08-03T12:28:00.009-04:00

started the summer with a broken arm:(family trip to frankenmuth

hanging with the cousins at davison campground

Flint childrens museum

Big ticket festival.....

ever growing family................

2010-08-03T12:17:00.003-04:00

I cannot believe i am saying this but i am soon to be a surrogate grandma!!! My beautiful surrogate daughter Audrey is having a baby in March. Please be in prayer for this young lady as she makes decisions and brings this blessing into the world. oh gives me a forever baby fix. lol

My Birthday Boy!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-03T12:10:00.003-04:00

Happy Birthday Nick!

14 years ago today i gave birth to a wonderful young man. I love you Nick and am so proud of you!!! and i love that you can bring a smile to my face and so many others.
MOM

definition

2010-07-19T00:17:00.002-04:00

Pastor Jim knocked it out of the park today!!!!!!! In his message he gave the best definition of what sin is that i have ever heard,,, he said the "sin is ANYTHING that cools your passion for Christ"
Ouch ......Think about it!!!

dalayed aknowledgemant

2010-07-15T12:04:00.002-04:00

i just changed the box that says believing God for box on the left of the posts. i just realized that three of my big requests have been granted. Awesome A SECOND VEHICLE
a babysitting job.
a deep freezer. Thank you Jesus!!!!!

More Coke

2010-07-14T18:49:00.000-04:00

Thank you ROB!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-14T18:05:00.002-04:00

My Brother Rob is serving in the Army and is currently stationed in Afghanistan. He will be serving in a very volatile dangerous place fighting to keep us safe from harm and fighting for freedom. I just want to say thank you to him and all our loved fighting for us. We are praying and proud of each and everyone of you.

whats new?????

2010-07-14T16:31:00.009-04:00

lots of changes in last 6 months hope i remember them all:

We were blessed to move to Fenton and rent this home from a friend from who moved to Arizona for a job opportunity.

We were also blessed with this van that we got a God-given deal on!!!I also started babysitting this little cutie patootie, Mr W.

Other big things :

Hubby is a student at ITT Technical Institute for criminal justice. He has a 3.5 GPA.
I am a student at Spring Arbor University for Social work and have a 3.0 GPA.
We made the decision to send our two homeschoolers back to traditional school.
Noah will be in kindergarten in the fall.
Terry continues to help drive the bus for the youth at church.
I'm sure there is more but i just cant think of now but should make a another post:)

bad bad

2010-07-14T16:06:00.002-04:00

I know bad blogger i have not been on since January. wow that is sad but really there has been alot going on. I cannot tell you how i have reailzed how much of a procrastinator and unmotivated i have been not only in blogging but in other things as well. God is refining me in certian things and honestly it hurts but really i am thankful.... We also have been forced to make and are making a few choices that are uncomfortable to say the least.

2010-01-28T10:59:00.001-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
10 years old
I love you so much!!!!

think about it Monday...

2010-01-18T19:23:00.002-05:00

It is amazing to me how we so easily use words to express things. for instance Love. Love is a powerful word that is really used so loosely. for example people say they Love ice cream when really strongly like it it. if we really research the word love and not take the word for granted when we say it, it would mean something............
Think about it......

migraine go away!!!!

2010-01-13T14:34:00.002-05:00

Ugh i woke up this morning with a migraine!!!!!! So of course my day has been completely thrown off but im feeling a bit better so i was able to work on some business stuff. So as of today i am a student at SPRING ARBOR UNIVERSITY!!!! this means Terry and i are in school. Terry has already started school at ITT tech and is doing very well with a 3.8 gpa. I start on feb 9. i am so excited and am praying that God will bring peace and we will have good balance in in our schedules. I have a real peace but i will have to make adjustments to our family schedule.

send me .......

2010-01-11T14:44:00.000-05:00

belief......

2010-01-11T09:28:00.007-05:00

We have been living in a home that really not an open door from the Lord but i am now realizing was a door we kicked in because we thought was the answer. Big lesson in that one. Anyway we are in a two bedroom duplex and it is not working yet I am trying be content in the here and now.I reaLLy want a house. i want some room and really feel like I have been stretched in ways that i never would had i not lived here. As much as I like linden and really do not want to move school districts again i feel like i have found a home for my family that really for us to move into has have doors open us for us to move into. i am believing God for this unbelievable home. it does not look that big but it is huge and really cute inside and everything i have asked for in a home.

4 big bedrooms
main floor laundry
Dishwasher!!!!!
storAGE
A NICE SIZE LIVING ROOM
It is not fancy but it feels like home the minute i stepped into it.

we are praying that the doors apen and that if they are shut that we in faith remain content where we are and know that God hAS SOMETHING BETTER for us.

Jeremiah 17:5-8
⁵ Thus says the LORD:

“ Cursed is the man who trusts in man
And makes flesh his strength,
Whose heart departs from the LORD.
⁶ For he shall be like a shrub in the desert,
And shall not see when good comes,
But shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness,
In a salt land which is not inhabited.
⁷ “ Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
And whose hope is the LORD.
⁸ For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters,
Which spreads out its roots by the river,
And will not fear^b]">[b] when heat comes;
But its leaf will be green,
And will not be anxious in the year of drought,
Nor will cease from yielding fruit.

just silly...

2010-01-05T21:54:00.010-05:00

Here is what happens when i want a few good pics of just me and hubby...

our words impact...

2010-01-05T13:34:00.002-05:00

This year I sharing in the theme of living simple and in that I have really been thinking about ways to improve communication and issues within our family that we struggled with personally and as a family. One of those things for me is setting priorities and communication. This morning i was listening to the radio and they were talk about positive things you say to your kids. here is the list they put on their website:
Nineteen things to say to your children...

I love you! There is nothing that will make me stop loving you. Nothing you could do or say or think will ever change that.
You are amazing! I look at you with wonder! Not just at what you can do, but who you are. There is no one like you. No one!
It's all right to cry. People cry for all kinds of reasons: when they are hurt, sad, glad, or worried; when they are angry, afraid, or lonely. Big people cry too. I do.
You've made a mistake. That was wrong. People make mistakes. I do. Is it something we can fix? What can we do? It's all over. You can start fresh. I know you are sorry. I forgive you.
You did the right thing. That was scary or hard. Even though it wasn't easy, you did it. I am proud of you; you should be too.
I'm sorry. Forgive me. I made a mistake.
You can change your mind. It's good to decide, but it is also fine to change.
What a great idea! You were really thinking! How did you come up with that? Tell me more. Your mind is clever!
That was kind. You did something helpful and thoughtful for that person. That must make you feel good inside. Thank you!
I have a surprise for you. It's not your birthday. It's for no reason at all. Just a surprise, a little one, but a surprise.
I can wait. We have time. You don't have to hurry this time.
What would you like to do? It's your turn to pick. You have great ideas. It's important to follow your special interests.
Tell me about it. I'd like to hear more. And then what happened? I'll listen.
I'm right here. I won't leave without saying good-bye. I am watching you. I am listening to you.
Please and Thank You. These are important words. If I forget to use them, will you remind me?
I missed you. I think about you when we are not together!
Just try. A little bit. One taste, one step. You might like it. Let's see. I'll help you if you need it. I think you can do it.
I'll help you. I heard you call me, here I am. How can I help you? If we both work together, we can get this done. I know you can do it by yourself, but I'm glad to help since you asked.
What do you wish for? Even if it's not yet time for birthday candles and we don't have a wishbone, it's still fun to hear about what you wish for, hope for, and dream about.

we can never realize how much our words impact our kids or anyone around us.
one of my best friends had this for her status on facebook the other day and it is so true.

Four things you can't recover: The stone...after the throw. The word...after it's said. The occasion...after it's missed. The time...after it's gone. ♥

think about it...........

spoken to

2010-01-05T13:27:00.002-05:00

This song really spoke to me this morning.

its called Sweetly Broken by Jeremy Riddle

At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
Im sweetly broken, wholly surrendered

What a priceless gift, undeserved life
Have I been given
Through Christ crucified

Youve called me out of death
Youve called me into life
And I was under Your wrath
Now through the cross Im reconciled

love this quote

2010-01-04T15:07:00.002-05:00

God is most glorified in us when we are most SATISFIED in Him...... unknown

its been to long...

2010-01-04T14:44:00.002-05:00

okok I know I have been seriously slacking and I know that i really need to get on the ball with so many things. I have been in a slight state of depression for some unknown reason and through the holidays. Yuk. But i have to say that we did have a wonderful Christmas despite the fact that it was different not having Aunt Wendy here to celebrate with us. We were so blessed this year yet again. The kids were spoiled as usual. unfortunely I didn't get very good pics this year (sorry mom:()

my dancing girls...

2009-12-05T20:50:00.004-05:00

Today was Whitney and Kelsey's first dance recital rehearsal. Tomorrow is their first recital. I was so proud and they love it especially Whitney.
I am thankful for though those who work so hard to put this production and I think these kids are amazing.

feeling very productive today...

2009-12-03T16:55:00.002-05:00

I cant believe i got all my laundry done folded and put away!!!! Its been months since that has happened now to keep it managed. wow that is a job in its self. I actaully was able to get aq couple blankets and such washed that needed it desparately. Its a great feeling to get evertyhing done plus some extra chores in there today. I have however been learning a lot of patience in all this because i used to be a mad women trying to get it done and i missed so many moments with my kids because i was focused on the work and not paying attention to the little things. i am learning to slow down a little bit.

another homeschool decision

2009-12-01T17:21:00.002-05:00

We made the decision to pull whitney from school and homeschool her as well. We were blessed with the ciriculum for switched on schoolhouse. I love having my girl home so i can pour into her and her sister instead of others and other influences that are less than i would want for her. I love the facts that i can reconnect with her cuz i feel as though we have drifted a little because of outside influences and such. I have a lot of work ahead of me and even more self dicsipline on my part as far discipline and scheduling. I have gotten better but still have room for improvement. I do have to say that i am excited about this new chapter......

Oh thank you Jesus

2009-11-23T12:10:00.001-05:00

Praise Him

2009-11-05T13:26:00.005-05:00

*update* Baby Boy Joshua David was born at at about 5pm 5lbs 11oz. 19in long and about 2 weeks early. Mom, Dad and Baby are all doing wonderful. *

My other cousin Bethany is currently at Genesys Hospital Dilated to 7 and contractions 3 min apart( as of about 12:30). So please keep her lifted up in prayer. Aunt Wendy would be so proud right now and i know that she is watching from above for her 1st grandbaby. I will keep you posted.

My cousin Leah had her sweet little baby Girl this morning about 7am. 8lb 10oz 21 inches Name Alora Kate

Oh and i thought this was cool When i was talking to my mom on facebook she pointed out this fact:

today is the 5th in bible numbers it means grace!!!!!! yes it does and with two new babies.

I also got this post on Facebook today as well. Prayer request for a dear friend: Here is the post

lift up Connor Scott in prayer. He is on his way to emergency. He said his chest was hurting, collapsed and started turning blue. This sweet little man is 4 years old. We are praying Connor.....

soon after his momma Rachael posted::::

update. connor is smiling and being goofy...has a bruise starting on his chest...he said he ran into table at this point we are not sure if he did internal damage under his chest...keep prayers coming.

We are still praying for him and like I said above Grace. I will give updates when i get them.

attention scrapbookers

2009-11-04T21:09:00.002-05:00

www.paulapickles.com/

This is my moms site. She is really really talented. She has done all of my books for me and I love every one of them.

check her out..............

Love this!!!!

2009-11-04T20:31:00.002-05:00

I heard this song today for the first time and I loved it. It really spoke to me.

It lifted me up cuz I do not know what i did to my back but I am in a lot of pain and I have been for a couple of weeks but today has been especially bad.

Wrap the Homeless

2009-10-24T15:11:00.002-04:00

I look forward to this every year. I love going and blessing others and this is a great opportunity to do so and get the whole family involved. It is really eye-opening to see the hardship in each face and realize that each one has a story and more importantly is loved by God. The tears are so real, the thank yous sincere and the hugs so warm. The smiles of hope resignates with every hello and smile given. honestly i dont know who was blessed more us or them. I think that there were over 400 people that stood outside waiting for coats, clothes, toiletries and such. My heart was so burdened and really i with everything i am going through i still have so much to be thankful for.

missing trying to understand

2009-10-19T10:55:00.002-04:00

tomorrow will be one month since my aunt passed away and i cannot tell you how much we all miss her and almost in shock that she is gone. We know that she is completely healed and having some great conversation and such with those who have gone on before her. I cant help but question the timing and why did God allowed her to endure the pain and cancer that took her to be with him. I know that it we may never know and His ways far supersede our understanding. i just really want to understand cuz quite honestly i dont and i find myself questioning and praying why?????

Noah funny.........

2009-10-19T09:52:00.003-04:00

My mom posted this video on facebook.

I had seen it before but didn't recognize it at first but i watched it with Kelsey and Noah. It actually scared Kelsey somewhat and I had to explain to them that when Jesus comes He is going to take his to heaven and tried explain to them that in heaven we will have a mansion streets made of gold and all sorts of things like that. Of course Noah was so excited. He asked me yesterday
Mom in Godland is God gold. which i said no. then he asked Mom in Godland can i ask God if i can go to walmart and buy gold toys? Too funny.

answer..

2009-10-15T12:44:00.001-04:00

I have been feeling a little overwhelmed today with some issues tugging at my heart. I came across this video and well enough said!!!!!!!

Destiny......

2009-10-12T18:53:00.003-04:00

Pastor has been talking and teaching about dreaming and purpose. I guess this is where all the past few posts have stem from kinda. I have been thinking a lot lately about purpose and such.
one of the things that pastor said that really stuck with me is this phrase.

If it kills you, if it thrills you, then it fills you!!!! meaning that if the thing breaks your heart but also gives you joy to do it then it is most likely your calling. I have been about this for me and my life asking for a revelation. i starting jotting some things down and i seriously think i have it.

I dont want to go to too much info yet because i am still seeking God on the fullness of this dream but I will give you a hint of where my heart is. it has too do with young girls and boys seeking their true identity and self image.
this video is a little glimpse.........

silence...

2009-10-12T18:09:00.001-04:00

I just seen this post on my friend's blog. It really spoke to me in light of all the chaos i am feeling. I have been soul searching and praying about my purpose and God's plan for me. I have been almost consumed by it. I think this is why i was so touched by this. Big revelation for me. Thanks Kim.

wheew!!!!!

2009-10-12T09:49:00.002-04:00

Lord you are so cool. I love how he reminds me that He is in control and that He Loves me and understands what we are going through.
I get a weekly email with verses for everyday of the week.....
this they are

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 3:5-6

I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Jeremiah 29:11

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is -- his good, pleasing, and perfect will.

Romans 12:2

How great you are, O Sovereign Lord! There is no one like you, and there is no God but you, as we have heard with our own ears.

2 Samuel 7:22

The Lord confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them. My eyes are ever on the Lord, for only he will release my feet from the snare.

Psalm 25:14-15

Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.

Psalm 27:14

I think it is so cool and it lines right up what Pastor has been preaching about!!!!

one day,,,,,,,

2009-10-10T23:29:00.002-04:00

today the kids and i (Terry had to work:() attended the one day event. click here for website. It was so nice to take the focus off our problems and focus on others. I seriously mad made more grateful for all i have. Yes times are tough but i am not starving I have a warm house, clean water to drink and much more. It was really neat to see all the people and generosity that was displayed today.

lots to do....

2009-09-28T23:17:00.002-04:00

Seems like my calendar is filling up fast with events this month. I truly feel blessed to be able to give my time in many of theses events.
Kelsey's birthday on the 8th
a lia sophia party on the 9th
one day ----outreach to dig two wells in kenya africa and Kelseys birthday party on the 10th www.1day2009.blogspot.com
the one life walk ----- outreach to take a stand against human sex traffiking
on the 17 for more info www.tfconline.org general info on sex traffiking http://www.stopthetraffik.org/default.aspx
wrap the homeless---outreach to love on the homeless in Flint and give them much needed items like clothes, blankets, toiletries and hope. on the 24th
a nice relaxing spa party on the 24th as well.
trunk or treat on the the 30th. the Freedom center and the Rock church teaming up this year to show the community how loved they are on a night that is typically used not to glorify the Lord.

I am very excited about these events and really hope that in some small way i can make a difference in a life For His Glory.

The song the i have had on my heart all day is Give me yours eyes by Brandon Heath.
the song goes like this:

Look down from a broken sky
Traced out by the city lights
My world from a mile high
Best seat in the house tonight

Touch down on the cold black top
Hold on for the sudden stop
Breath in the familiar shock
Of confusion and chaos
All those people going somewhere
Why have I never cared

Chorus
Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me you heart for the ones forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Step out on a busy street
See a girl and our eyes meet
Does her best to smile at me
To hide what's underneath
There's a man just to her right
Black suit and a bright red tie
Too ashamed to tell his wife
He's out of work, He's buying time

Chorus

Ive been here a million times
A couple of million eyes
Just move and pass me by
I swear I never thought that I was wrong
I need a second glance
Give me a second chance
To see the way youve seen the people all along

Chorus
The chorus really is what i have been singing all day and is my prayer for the month.

contest....

2009-09-27T15:47:00.002-04:00

Ok so my friend is having a little contest and giving away a $20 dollar gift certificate. She is amazing in the coupon stuff and loves to share her knowledge so do me a favor visit her site
www.gonecouponcrazyandmore.blogspot.com the contest post specifically is http://gonecouponcrazyandmore.blogspot.com/2009/09/free-gift-card-from-walmart.html
just thought you might be interested.

verbage.....

2009-09-20T22:35:00.002-04:00

We all think of words like Love, faith,goodness, joy, peace, hope, mercy and many words like them as nouns or adjectives. but they are matter of fact and more importantly VERBS!!!!!
Actions, conscious choices.
THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!

In Loving Memory........

2009-09-20T22:07:00.002-04:00

Tonight we lost our wonderful Aunt Wendy, but we are thankful that she is pain free and is sitting at the feet of Jesus.

We were blessed to have her and thankful for all the smiles, the laughs and the Love of Jesus she showed everyone.

Love and Miss you!!!!!!!

this looks very educational

2009-09-19T23:11:00.002-04:00

Creation our Foundation

Date:

Sunday, September 20, 2009 - Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Time:

See details

Date and Time

September 20, 9:00 & 11:00 AM, 6:00 PM
September 21, 7:00 PM
September 22, 7:00 PM
September 23, 7:00 PM

Official Press Release

Pastor Tim Forsthoff is pleased to announce that Dr. Grady S. McMurtry, Biblical Scientific Creationist, will be speaking on Sunday through Wednesday, September 20, 21, 22, and 23, 2009. Dr. McMurtry will speak in Sunday services at 9:00 a.m., 11:00 a.m. and 6:00 p.m.; and, each week night at 7:00 p.m.

Dr. McMurtry is a recognized international speaker on the subject of creation vs. evolution, both from a biblical viewpoint as well as that of secular science. He has an entertaining and humorous style of presenting scientific fact and Bible truths. His insights into the events of the past will stir your spirit and affirm in your heart the truth about the biblical record of creation, the Flood and Man.

Dr. McMurtry has credentials as a scientist, an expert school board witness and a visiting professor on school, college and university campuses around the world. All persons, Jr. High through Adult, will be captivated by his grasp of the facts, open style and love for the Lord.

Dr. McMurtry was an evolutionist for twenty years prior to being convinced of the scientific foundation for the creation viewpoint. Dr. McMurtry addresses this issue on the basis of science and contends for the truth of the Biblical account of creation and its tremendous relevance to our lives. The topics in this series are: Foundations; The Waters Cleaved; Why I Believe In A Young Creation; Absolutely No Truth to Global Warming; and, Dino-Mania.

“The Creation Bookstore” will also be available. It’s so hard to know the best books on such a wide range of subjects that are suitable for each age group. This is your opportunity to buy! Home-schoolers looking for curriculum will want to review the titles on the book and tape tables.

Pastor Forsthoff invites and encourages the community to attend this life changing series on Creation Our Foundation.

taken from www.cornerstonehighland.com

trailer available on this website as well

busy busy......

2009-09-19T22:17:00.002-04:00

this week...
Noah starts school

Haley continues homeschooling she loves it but i'm not so sure. I am having a hard time adjusting. I think it more that i am not good with schedules and so i am being stretched in that area.

Tuesday morning bible study......woohoo

youth Wednesday night

i need to get my financial aid other things taken care for my schooling.

I also am trying to keep up on the housework.

I know i have forgotten a lot but i think you get the hint.

Praying for supernatural stregth and grace to get everything done.

truths to live by.....

2009-09-19T22:12:00.000-04:00

what great reminders.......

I want this on my wall

2009-09-19T21:52:00.002-04:00

I would love to put this on my wall in the living room somehow.

Dance like no one is watching,
Sing like no one is listening,
Love like you have never been hurt before,
Live like heaven begins tomorrow.

I saw this on a picture at the christian bookstore and it just really has got me thinking. I love the picture and i'm thinking Christmas maybe hint hint....maybe.

I think that it just a good reminder that life is short and that we need to take every minute seriously. We are not promised tomorrow but his his grace sufficient to get us from moment to moment. I just hope that i can start breaking away from my little shell and live by these inspiring words.

progress

2009-08-28T21:14:00.002-04:00

well i pretty much have everything unpacked and we are settling into a routine again. we have a packed weekend. tomorrow is my cousins open baby shower and Sunday is Terry's birthday. School starts on the 8th and we have plenty of orientations and open houses to attend to in the next week. We also are thinking about homeschooling Haley. She is absolutely begging us to. I am really praying for wisdom in this. I am also working on getting back to working with youth on Wednesdays. I really miss them.

busy

2009-08-27T21:51:00.003-04:00

wow what a couple of weeks. I have to say that we have seriously had a stressful couple of weeks and really if it was a test of some sort i failed miserably and yet it has got me thinking about some things that i don't feel comfortable about sharing here at this time. We did end up moving and I really love it. We are not in the boonies anymore yea! The kids are really loving it too. Still unpacking and purging.

a little word...

2009-08-09T21:56:00.000-04:00

Acts 17:25-29 (Amplified Bible)

²⁵Neither is He served by human hands, as though He lacked anything, for it is He Himself Whogives life and breath and all things to all [people].

²⁶And He made from one [common origin, one source, one blood] all nations of men to settle on the face of the earth, having definitely determined [their] allotted periods of time and the fixed boundaries of their habitation (their settlements, lands, and abodes),

²⁷So that they should seek God, in the hope that they might feel after Him and find Him, although He is not far from each one of us.

²⁸For in Him we live and move and have our being; as even some of your [own] poets have said, For we are also His offspring.

²⁹Since then we are God's offspring, we ought not to suppose that Deity (the Godhead) is like gold or silver or stone, [of the nature of] a representation by human art and imagination, or anything constructed or invented.

reminded..........

2009-08-08T22:44:00.003-04:00

God is so good. The last couple of days have been challenging but I am not worried which is atypical for me. I am trusting He has everything under control. I came across a song that touched my heart and reminded my just How loved we are in Gods eyes.

He also reminded me that my name Amy means Beloved. What a bonus.

friday

2009-08-08T04:48:00.003-04:00

wow friday has been a whirlwind. lots of things that i cannot go into her but has had me questioning a few things and testing my trust in people. It has also been day that God has asked me ok now you say you trust me so trust me. I ask you to pray for my family as we head through a little uncertainty and a season of trusting God when things are changing. Terry got the call that he is going to be full time at is new job with ins. after 3 months. Yea God. I asking God for a babysitting job and believing he has it waitng for me in due time.

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
- Matthew 7:7-8 (see also verses 9 -12)

Friday already?

2009-08-07T06:33:00.004-04:00

Wow. I can not believe how fast this week has flown by. its actually been great though. God is at work and I am feel a new sense of Joy that have felt in a while. Terry is back to work (yea God)and things are still a little chaotic but i am getting a handle on that. I have waking up very early the last 3 days which if anyone knows me i am not a morning person. but t i have got whole bunch of work done during time and had som e awesome prayer and worship time as well. I am working on some specific things like getting school clothes and supplies for the kids. All5 are going this year, ouch! Even though Terry is back to work we have not received a paycheck from them yet and are still are on unemployment so when he does get paid guess what the landlord is going to be very happy lol. If anyone knows of any good garage sales or has any ideas for getting the kids ready for school. Please let me know. God has started Blessing us in this area so I know that He has a plan. We are also having a garage with a friend on HI-Land trail off owen rd in Linden Aug 21 - 22 if anyone is interested. Also the girls are going to camp that week too. Praying that God becomes even bigger to them during that time. This is Haleys first year going, so be praying that she does get homesick or changes her mind

FYI
I received this flyer and thought i would pass it along if anyone is interested.

2009-07-27T14:25:00.001-04:00

2009-07-27T13:59:00.002-04:00

I posted this a while back and i think i need to remind myself that i am a mom because God has given me the responsibility. I have been questioning the reason why lately because i am just cant seem to get a handle on a couple of things and i don't understand why i cant get out of this funk. i really feel guilty but i cant wait for school to start because as much as I love my kids the summer is getting be long and they are bored. We are all ready for the change and schedules again.

MOM - Job Description
POSITION:Mother, Mom, Mama, Mommy
JOB DESCRIPTION:Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required.
RESPONSIBILITIES:The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be willing to face stimulating technical challenges, such as small gadget repair, mysteriously sluggish toilets and stuck zippers. Must screen phone calls, maintain calendars and coordinate production of multiple homework projects. Must have ability to plan and organize social gatherings for clients of all ages and mental outlooks. Must be willing to be indispensable one minute, an embarrassment the next. Must handle assembly and product safety testing of a half million cheap, plastic toys, and battery operated devices. Must always hope for the best but be prepared for the worst. Must assume final, complete accountability for the quality of the end product. Responsibilities also include floor maintenance and janitorial work throughout the facility.
POSSIBILITY FOR ADVANCEMENT AND PROMOTION:Virtually none. Your job is to remain in the same position for years, without complaining, constantly retraining and updating your skills, so that those in your charge can ultimately surpass you
PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE:None required unfortunately. On-the-job training offered on a continually exhausting basis.
WAGES AND COMPENSATION:Get this! You pay them! Offering frequent raises and bonuses. A balloon payment is due when they turn 18 because of the assumption that college will help them become financially independent. When you die, you give them whatever is left. The oddest thing about this reverse-salary scheme is that you actually enjoy it and this wish you could only do more.
BENEFITS:While no health or dental insurance, no pension, no tuition reimbursement, no paid holidays and no stock options are offered; this job supplies limitless opportunities for personal growth and free hugs for life if you play your cards right.

what a week!!!!

2009-07-23T09:58:00.002-04:00

I feel like i do nothing but go go go. I have had something to do everyday and yesterday i had to do it with a Migraine ugh! We have had a lot going on starting with Terry being laid off again and trying to figure out some financial stuff. what a headache. I have been going through some stuff on my own and i think i am actually going get with a friend to pray with. Thank You B. We are working some things out. Terry was hire into a trucking job yesterday and accepted into a mentor- ship program at our church. Things are starting to look up again. We do have some things to look forward to. Nick turns 13 on the 3rd, the girls are going to camp, Russell Family reunion, Terry's birthday (Aug 30) and then back to school.

oops.

2009-07-15T10:05:00.002-04:00

My wonderful Miss Whitney deiced to help me today by loading the dishwasher and starting it for me. Well she put regular soap in not dishwasher soap. lol,

visions

2009-07-14T18:44:00.002-04:00

I have been really praying lately and asking God for clarity and vision for my purpose and where i am supposed to be focusing my time. I feel very strongly that He wants me to work on balancing my time w/ family and continue working w/ the Refined ministry along with my husband. I also have a heart for those who are hurting due to the economy and children who just need to be loved. I said earlier that I will be returning to school at Spring Arbor University In Feb. I believe that is His way giving me time to work the Balance and my focus before adding anymore to my schedule. His Grace amazes me so.I am also continuing to work out some behavior issues with Mr. N. I have been seeking some counsel and would like to take a Growing Kids gods way course or even take on a mentor who has been through the course. I am also praying that I connect with an e-group (bible study group) again. i have been to a couple of them through our church but I didn't really feel like i belonged. i think I am just in a weird place right now and I am turning my focus off my surroundings and back to Christ where they should be.

Anguish

2009-07-14T18:34:00.001-04:00

A friend posted this on her blog and i thought i would share because it gave me chills.

Where does the time go.

2009-07-09T18:39:00.002-04:00

Wow i cant believe that the summer is half over. There has been a lot going on at the McDonnell house. We started the summer out w/ one vehicle but were blessed with a free van from a friend that only cost about $300 to fix. Yea God. Terry is still working though he is only getting 2 or 3 days a week now. he has a very good chance at getting into Waste Management.( out of hundreds of applicants for 1 position Terry is one of 4 being considered.)We are praying that he is Blessed with the job. We also were able to go to the Big ticket Festival in Gaylord. had some wonderful fellowship friends and family and not to mention all of the performances. Way too cool cant wait for next year. The kids and I are taking it easy and working on some behavior issues and academics. I am actually looking for a job and praying for provision for the right job. I have been going to school online and have been struggling with either should go to school or work. Well online education is not for me. I went today and talked with Spring Arbor university and God is so good because i will be able to work and and go to school on this program. and its a Christian College. Yea God. i am so excited right now.
Looking forward to looking for the right job and spending the summer w/ my family.

Contest!!!!!

2009-06-03T09:44:00.004-04:00

My friend Rachel is having a contest. Hurry, it ends on Friday! She's giving away her cute necklaces that she makes!

This is the one I'd choose if I win.

her blog is www.thevintagelane.blogspot.com

her store site

The Vintage lane

http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=7448089

Cool provsion testimony.....

2009-06-01T12:55:00.004-04:00

My aunt Mary is a missionary to the Philippines. She runs an orphanage or a foster home there and takes care of children whose parents throw them away because of poverty or whatever reason. I think she has 16 kids at the moment and if she is not able to find them adoptive families then she adopts them herself. very cool. anyway she has been here in the states the last couple months visiting my aunt who has and is being healed from terminal cancer. We had some really awesome family time. Well time came on Friday for her to go back to her home and work. she was accompanied by my mom, aunt Wendy and aunt Lana. They got to the baggage checking and found out her carry on was too big, but luckily my aunt had a smalling bag or something she could use. She simply emptied the big bag of the necessities into her carry on and checked the other bag in. (your allowed pieces on international flights for free.) While all that was going on the guy at the ticket counter asked her why she was going to the Philippines? Aunt Mary simply said that she was a missionary. The ticket guy said that was giving my aunts all passes so they could sit with her while she boarded the plane. very cool. so anyway while they were waiting to board the man came to my aunt and asked her for her boarding pass. She handed the pass to him and he went to his computer and did a couple things and said here i changed your seat. (she was in the very back of the plane not comfy at all) that's when they realized that he had moved her to first class. wow she was catered to on the 14 hour flight. Furhtermore when it came time for the final goodbyes, The man gave them all the time they needed, he told them to take their time because is the one who closes the door. yet another Yea God moment. After my aunt got on the plane, my mom thanked the man for his generosity. The man said that something about my aunt mary touched his heart. Wow anyway my mom and aunts proceeding to tell the man her testimony. The man was really taken back by her. God is so awesome.

summer employnent

2009-06-01T12:48:00.002-04:00

We are getting to the point where i almost am forced to get a job. I dont like it, I want to be home with the kids. So I have been praying about it and I think that i have the solution. Thank you God. I have advetised on facebook and craigslist for childcare in my home.This way i can help those moms out in the summer and still be with my kids. I have two possible leads already so hopefully they pan out.

here is my ad:::
Hi I am a stay at home mom looking to earn a supplement income this summer. I am willing to give your child a loving environment with Christian values in a non-smoking, pet free home. I have have 12+ years experience with kids. Please feel free to to call Amy @ 810-208-0737 or 810-936-1153

Big girl!!!!!

2009-05-26T22:31:00.004-04:00

I finally buckled and let Kelseygetr her ears pierced.She was amazing. She really didnt even flinch.

reflection....

2009-05-16T23:00:00.005-04:00

Nathan C. DeLaRosa
3/8/96 -5/16/96

It was 13 years ago that My step brother tradgically taken in a car accident along with two of his friends. It seems just like yesterday and I really miss him. he was so funny and gave the best hugs. He was loved and his lofe cut way to short in our eyes but God had different plans for him and although i still dont understand the whys, i trust that His ways are higher than mine. I know that as i reflect I realize how precious life is and you never know when you will take your last breath so I cannot take anything for granted and God has big plans for me even though they not clear at the moment I am going to live my life to the fullest because that is way i can honor Nate. I never would have dreamed that he would have left us the way he did but he did and all i can do is miss him and remember the laughs and the love.

There are two songs that have really come to me today remembering Nate....

desperate prayer needed..........

2009-05-13T21:40:00.001-04:00

Our nation needs prayer and this is why. I didnt vote for him but i pray God grabs a hold of his Heart!!!!!

im inspired!!!!

2009-05-13T19:04:00.002-04:00

this video not only boke me but really just gave me some inspiration

This weekend really just changed a lot of things for me. The womens conference at church was absolutely amazing. I can not even explain in words how I have felt since Sunday. I am trying to really be more focused on God and change things in me that really need to be changed. This is very hard and since the theme of the conference was fearless I guess that is where i am starting.
Casey Gibbons (our wonderful guest Speaker)called us Brave-hearted chics!! (i think that should be our next t-shirt Hint-Hint) I really want to thank all who worked so hard to make this so special. I know that satan got some teeth kicked in because wow the warfare has started. i have noticed it in some subtle and not so subtle ways. One of them has been with our finances. I normally am really worried and well crabby i guess but now I am at peace and I know that God has something for us. I am also really praying that have some revelation and kidof figure out what my purpose is and how and my gifts truly are. i know where my heart is and i am really just praying i can figure it all out.

I also would like to ask for prayer for some revelation and guidance with parenting issues. I really want set up some schedules and figure out some ideas for consquences and chore chart ideas. If anyone has some wisdom they can depart please comment.

Oh i almost forgot, i have beenbattling with a.d.d severly and I have a real hard time trying to concentrate on anything. I was put on ritilin. I have not started it because I am kinda nervous about side effects and suff.

precious...

2009-05-07T00:21:00.003-04:00

my daughter Kelsey loves the song Reason by Hoobastank(i think that is the name and spelling) I took video of her tonight.

good for her....

2009-04-22T23:32:00.002-04:00

Its about time someone speaks.......

fear

2009-04-22T23:00:00.002-04:00

My daughter is my little worrier. today the brought home a paper that talked about a man who tried to possibly pick up a couple young girls. This person has had a couple different incidents that have been reported in the last couple of weeks. Scary. Anyway i commend the school for bringing it to parents attention but is there a better way because really it really scared my girls. I did try to talk with them openly and explianed that are safe and that God is watching over them. i also gave clear instruction on what to do if they are approahed by a stranger but i also really want them feel secure. We prayed and hopefully iput some fears to rest but Haley is so sensitive. i really need pray peace over her.

Feeling a little better...

2009-04-22T22:40:00.002-04:00

I am still struggling with a few things but I have taken steps to work on the stress and emotion i am feeling. I have taken a month off from youth and replaced it with Bible Study, I have gone back to my friend Brigids Bible study. Actually both studies are on the same subject but are very different in the dynamics and really like both. I have also gone back to singing on the Worship team at church and wow i really missed that more than i thought. It is so good to be back. The book study we are in is called Dont act like a christian just be one. I am not a reader but the parts i read have really hit home.

more feelings..

2009-04-14T22:11:00.002-04:00

i said earlier that i have been depressed. I have been really trying to think and figure out why i have feeling so crummy lately. Last night at Women's ministry i left early because i wasn't feeling good and now i realize that it was really just attack from the enemy because i really needed to be there. I decided to go to Bible Study this morning and I found out that last night was all about Unity. They said that there were testimonies of people feeling like they felt as if they were shunned and did feel welcome. I think a light went off because I have felt like a fish out of water for years. I was the one picked on in school constantly, I have never felt like i have ever really had a best friend, I have tried to fit in to different groups. I have gone to a couple different egroups at church and have tried different other groups and have felt like i fit in. I have really felt shunned. I hear about people getting together , calling and texting all the time. I have felt a part of a group in a long time. I think that has been part of problem lately. I also want to really just be used and transparent in my walk. I feel like every time I make commitment to make changes I something happens I screw up or circumstances make it hard for me to make changes. I take 1 step forward and two steps back. I guess I just feel burned out. I almost dont even want to try. The only reason I have gone to church is beacause of the kids. I am asking for your prayer, I am searching for healing in this area and for direction.

Sore......

2009-04-11T19:09:00.002-04:00

I had the bright idea to rearrange the girls bedroom and do some reorganozing. I dont know exactly when i did it but i pulled the muscles in my lower back. Friday I was pretty much hurting all day and finally took some motrin. It wore off at the Worship Blast and I was really just wanting to go home but ai really just stayed cuz i was having a good time. I am still very sore today but maybe i will get a good massage later!!!!

Yummy Ice Cream Cake Recipe

2009-04-09T20:57:00.004-04:00

I really like watching the Duggar Family on TV. They talked about recipe and I thought I would try it. It was really YUMMY. Here it is:

LAYERED ICE CREAM CAKE
Makes a 9”x 13” Pan
24 Ice cream sandwiches
8 oz. Cool Whip™
1 Hershey’s™ chocolate syrup bottle
1 Smuckers™ caramel syrup bottle
2 king size Butterfinger™ candy bars chopped up
1st layer -12 ice cream sandwiches
2nd – half of whipped cream
3rd - half of Butterfinger™ bars, Squeeze 1/2 of caramel &
chocolate over that.
4th - rest of ice cream sandwiches
5th – Cool Whip™
6th - rest of Butterfinger™, caramel & chocolate
You can freeze this and eat as desired! Yummy! Yummy!

Feelings

2009-04-09T20:43:00.002-04:00

I have been really feeling depressed and just kindof numb lately, Im not sure why but I done feel like I am doing anything important. Maybe I let my mind wander to nuch but I feel like i cant do anything right in my husband, my family or anyones eyes. I even have just not even wanted to go to church. I heard this song today and I really like the words. It explains pretty much how i feel.

news.

2009-04-09T20:26:00.002-04:00

Just wanted to thank everyone for your prayers. Terry got a job Wednesday. He is working for Bordines Nursery. It is less money, seasonal and there is no insurance but I am not camplaining because it is an incaome and where God has placed him at the moment.

my cousin

2009-04-04T23:53:00.002-04:00

My cousin David is absolutely hilarious. We bicker like brother and sister but its more fun than anything. He does some imitations of people like forrest gump, Joel Osteen, he also does an australian and southern accent. We took a video of him tonight because we just didnt have much else to do.

update

2009-04-04T23:47:00.003-04:00

Just wanted to say thank you for the prayers. Terry was approved for unemployment and has an interview on Mon. We are just praying that we are doing what God wants and not going through anything in our own strength.

today

2009-03-31T13:38:00.002-04:00

Today has really been a challenge. I feel like i want to run away and hide. I cant go into detail here but I would appreciate some prayer for my family an especially my marriage.

encouraging Word

2009-03-30T22:33:00.001-04:00

my dear friend Sharon sends encouragings things quite a bit and I really liked this one today so I thought I would share. Thanks Sharon

From everlasting to everlasting you are God.
Psalm 90:2

There are two things we can count on, the first is that
everything changes, the second is, that God never
changes.
Every day sooo much changes in our lives, anyone who
has children has first hand knowledge of that!
The weather is always changing and our moods certainly change.
I like to think of each day as an opportunity to change, grow and better
ourselves.
God, however, Never changes! He is the constant we can count on
in our lives, He is the Alpha and the Omega, He is the consistent thing
when everything else is continually changing that we can always rely on, He is steadfast and true, our solid foundation.
I take much comfort in that realization.
What ever your need is, if you seek him he will guide you.
He is calm and patient, the consummate gentleman.
He will not bully his way into helping you, He is forever ready and
willing.
I think of all the things he has brought me through and it nearly
overwhelms me with gratitude.
In these troubled times we need to use every available option, and there is none more powerful than the great I AM.
Don't try to handle things in your own strength, remember it is only
belief in God until you are tested, Then it is FAITH!
He can be anything or anyone you need, whether it is a spouse, a father, a counselor, a friend or just who he is Our Lord.
Reach out, his hand is already extended to you!
Sharon

2009-03-29T21:56:00.002-04:00

With the events which have come upon us this weekend i have been trying to put things into perspective and pray about what God has for us. these verses have come to me.

“I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)”

“Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and don't lean on your own understanding. In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way. [Proverbs 3:5, 6]”

I feel like I am just walking around a mountain and i am not learning what i am being taught or God is testing us for something big and until pass the test we will keep in the dessert, i have so much going through my head I am overwhelming myself and I need to just let it all out. So i guess God is going to get an earful tonight! lol

desperate prayer needed

2009-03-29T17:11:00.002-04:00

I would really appreciate your prayers because terry was let go very unexpected from his job on Friday. We would be really freaking out but we know we have good God and know that He has something He wants to teach us and something better for us. We are thankful for our business and while it is picking up we need to still have another income. If anyone has an opportunity for either of us we would greatful. Terry had a cdl a and some handyman experience. I have clerical experience and would love to baysit. If you would like to know more about our business and help getting healthy please email me aboutyourhealth@charter.net or check out our website www.shaklee.net/psalm121. I also started a blog which will have a lot of useful info.
www.getyourhealthon.blogspot.com
thanks so much Amy

Wordless Wednesday

2009-03-25T16:33:00.002-04:00

Guilty Pleasure

Coupons rock reg 3.49 1.00 coupon that doubled 1.49 tot.

Just silly

2009-03-23T17:25:00.001-04:00

my friend Danielle and I went out on Sat and got some primping done. Pedicures and some shopping at target. Ive n ever had a pedicure before. I think im gonna make it a habit. maybe. but we had fun at target being silly with the sun glasses.